thump thump, thump thump.

It's a heartbeat!!!

I can't believe it! I was so nervous for the ultrasound today. It brought back all the fears and disappointments from my last pregnancy. I was so relieved. I am still petrified. I dont think I will be ok  until July. Day by day!

DH went with me today. To me he seemed like he didn't care, he wasn't excited or anything. He just said "yah it's what I expected" He isn't the type to get excited or giddy, but it would be nice if he would. Hopefully when peanut starts looking like a person he will be more excited.